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i broke up with ange.

i'd lost the nerve to do it by the end of my last entry, but when we started arguing this morning there was no longer a voice in my head advising restraint, and before i knew it i'd told her i thought it would be best if we didn't live together anymore. she didn't take it very well.

i offered to continue having sex. she politely declined. i pleaded to continue having sex. she declined less politely. she packed some stuff and went to stay with friends of ours.

i smoked a joint and watched porn.